For twenty years I have studied, practiced and taught the Pilates Method, borne out of pure fascination and awe of the physical blueprint of the human body. I discovered that the more the body is organized and the more it functioned according to design, the more it is optimized to move with strength, flexibility and grace. To do that, each part must know it’s respective roles. possibilities and restrictions.
At the end of 2022, I felt stifled professionally. By this time I have spent two years mastering other modalities and enrolled in graduate school for my PhD for Natural Health. Continuing my professional trajectory created inner anxiety that I could not explain. It had nothing to do with the Covid landscape, as I was very fortunate with a fully equipped home studio whilst sadly watching colleagues terminate rental leases, as well as a part time position and a steady clientele as a Master trainer with a renowned practitioner. Between 2021 and 2022 I was admitted into the emergency room twice, I was immobilized the first time face down on the carpet unable to stand up, the second time I had such intense pain of my left shoulder I had to wear a sling for three weeks. My mentor and bodyworkers, all experts in their fields, helped but to no avail, These signs from my physical body continued to be ignored until I fell deeply ill for ten days. I had to face the inner call to either expand or continue to suffer physically, there was no more grey area. I can't afford to be bedridden! My lil guy is 6, my parents are 10000 miles away! Despite being a single parent of three children, I still resisted...it is so daunting to leave the comfort of a discipline one has succeeded in and gained proficiency at, this is an existential fear of survival and security that we all have inside.
Interestingly, 4 months before my "Chiron return", (May 20, 23) Human Design found me.
I am writing this first draft of my webpage for Human Design the day after my 49th birthday.
A chiron return in my layman's understanding is a planetary influence around the 50th year of life that brings about powerful opportunities for a life review, and sometimes deep wounds surface to be healed.
Things became clear in my fervent study of Human Design. Things became clear in how I responded, which was with all of my heart:
GUIDING PEOPLE ON HOW TO FUNCTION BY DESIGN REMAINS MY WORK, THE TERRITORY IS TO EXPAND TO ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE
My love of function by design of the body was to be expanded to a study of the function by design of human living, culminated in learning a body of work coined Human Design in 1999 by Founder Ra Uru Hu. Influenced by profound knowledge from the Chinese I-Ching, planetary influences, the Kabbalah, each of us can have access to our unique “Owner’s Manual” detailing our specific strengths, work style, relational preferences. Human Design reveals how to properly respond to our inner and outer environments to create optimal responses that supports our health and well-being. It gives you deep insights into your unique resources imprinted on your DNA which became latent either through epigenetic conditioning such as societal homogenization, intergenerational family dynamics, and core wounding. It gives you OPTIONS & POSSIBILITIES to rewrite your personal narrative,. It is not something you do, it is an energetic realignment! Whilst a conventional personality typing system like the Myers/Briggs is limited to information drawn from conscious mind (only 5% driver of our thoughts and decisions.) Human Design is derived from an enormous circle of influences between the person and his/her birth vivaxis, and motivates a deep change from the core of your being. It goes way beyond any territory ever reached by human typography alone.
Shortly after I began my studies, Human Design gave me new eyes to see the different designs of my three children, it gave me relief and tremendous understanding I never had before. The primary motivation for my studies was to guide my soon-to-be college graduates as they enter the professional arena, but I soon discovered the calling is both personal for my children and transpersonal to incorporate into my professional services.
The more one lives according to his/her unique human design, the more life optimized to move with strength, flexibility and grace. Self-doubt is replaced by more clarity, friction in relationships is replaced by more understanding, anger is replaced by more patience, frustration is replaced by more trust. Ra has said that this work is ultimately for the children, to be understood, experienced first and lived out through the adults.
YOUR UNTAPPED POTENTIAL AWAITS YOU! Creating your free Bodygraph is the easiest first step of revelation.
-This realization was awakened in me by the 51st gate of Human Design and 60th Gene Key- 51st gate: Using disruption as a catalyst for growth and initiation 60th Gene Key -The Cracking of the Vessel
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